in memory of michael jackson 1958-2009

sence the passing of there father the kids have been devsiated

prince and blanket: watch tv movies only

paris stays in her room writing letters 2 her father

there feelings

blanket is the most upset and he asks weres daddy is he on holiday not wanted 2 belive hisdad is gone

paris is 2nd emosinal

and prince keepss 2 him self

Joe jackson  knows nothing about his son were his body is and fans told him about michaels death

katherine is gardeian for right now and if katherine gets full custody rebbie jackson(oldest sister 2 MJ ) will get custody

i dont know how life can go on anymore....pt of me died  i miss michael so bad :(  i think conrad murray killed him he didnt stop michael percrtiption drugs and he didnt call 911 soon enough so maybe michael could of lived....my heart broke when i read 7  pages of michael jackson the final yrs unmasked in a book store   it said christmas eve 2008(decemeber 24) michael only had 6 mon. 2 live  and docotors  said he was in fine heath and 6 mon. and a day later he passed away im a sad person and my life hasnt been 2 well latley

our family is cursed every 2 mon. something evil happens

november 2nd 2008-ladybug 13 yr old dog

january 4th 2009 snuggle bunny 6 yr old bunny

april 9th 2009 bobgoldfish i love a lot age 8

april 30th 2009 nannie heart trouble  peaceful death *heart run in family age 81

juen 25th 2009 my angel michael jackson age 50

michael is missed :( oh do i miss him

its been a hard week i didnt want 2 belive 7 days ago michael had passed i wanted to wake up i said i wish this was a night mare  i have been comferted by family and friends my sister krystle has been very nice to me she brought me home a artical from a magizene with him in it

my friend matt said very nice things as well along with phone calls the phone was rigging non- stop that day and i cant belive michael is gone

people dont want 2 belive it..... i want to tell michael that i miss him very much and i will love him yesterday today and forever...*mowtown*

june 25 2009

i was crying while on my yahoo messanger when matt leaves me a messgage that shocks me

(exact chat)

matt**** (6/25/2009 9:18:16 PM): I'm so sorry kayla
mjjlover1011 (6/25/2009 9:18:21 PM):
mjjlover1011 (6/25/2009 9:18:32 PM): im crying
matt**** (6/25/2009 9:18:35 PM): How did he die?
mjjlover1011 (6/25/2009 9:18:35 PM): like a baby
mjjlover1011 (6/25/2009 9:18:39 PM): heartattack
mjjlover1011 (6/25/2009 9:18:43 PM):
matt****(6/25/2009 9:18:48 PM): Noooo!

 mjjlover1011 (6/25/2009 9:18:53 PM):
mattbady (6/25/2009 9:19:31 PM): You were the only one I know who is worthy enough to be with him
mjjlover1011 (6/25/2009 9:20:00 PM): yeah
mattbady (6/25/2009 9:20:37 PM): Well I guess he's in a place where no haters can reach him
mjjlover1011 (6/25/2009 9:20:54 PM): yeah
mjjlover1011 (6/25/2009 9:21:00 PM): thats a nice way to put it matt
mjjlover1011 (6/25/2009 9:21:07 PM):
mattbady (6/25/2009 9:21:22 PM): Yeah

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so many have suported me from youtube to yahoo

sam,kayla,tricia,siobhan and so many more

another chat you will see is norma:

mjjlover1011 (7/1/2009 5:35:08 PM): i have a pic of mj
mjjlover1011 (7/1/2009 5:35:12 PM): his last pic
arilecatty (7/1/2009 5:35:17 PM): LETTT MEEEH SEE
mjjlover1011 (7/1/2009 5:35:21 PM): uh ok
arilecatty (7/1/2009 5:36:45 PM): >.<!!
arilecatty (7/1/2009 5:36:47 PM): THATS SAD!!
mjjlover1011 (7/1/2009 5:36:51 PM): yeah
mjjlover1011 (7/1/2009 5:36:53 PM):
arilecatty (7/1/2009 5:36:58 PM): i feel like crying
mjjlover1011 (7/1/2009 5:37:00 PM):
arilecatty (7/1/2009 5:37:03 PM): YOU COULD OF TOLD ME IT WAS SAD!1

mjjlover1011 (7/1/2009 5:37:12 PM): oh but admit it hes still was hot
mjjlover1011 (7/1/2009 5:37:13 PM):
mjjlover1011 (7/1/2009 5:37:15 PM):
mjjlover1011 (7/1/2009 5:37:16 PM):
arilecatty (7/1/2009 5:37:19 PM): >__>
arilecatty (7/1/2009 5:37:22 PM): OH YES HE IS!!
arilecatty (7/1/2009 5:37:25 PM): xD
mjjlover1011 (7/1/2009 5:37:26 PM):
mjjlover1011 (7/1/2009 5:37:31 PM):
mjjlover1011 (7/1/2009 5:37:32 PM):
arilecatty (7/1/2009 5:37:39 PM): michael will always be hot